so, this is really happening,, so, I'm really following through with the plan
and despite all these changes (they came in every imaginable form), despite all my (ever present) unhappiness,
It's still better when you're around
and I know it's positive, cause i've always known when it's negative (..it's just weird I want something positive)
I'm moving away but never too far from you
and It's so weird and you're so wonderful and this is really happening