i haven't been able to shake the emptiness that came when i finally understood that even if i did show up at your door, i wouldn't be able to find you
I never thought I could be so unimportant. And I wanted to talk to you about it. I tried, you weren't there.
At one time it was us against them. It was a mistake. You took me into the woods, disoriented me and disappeared as if you were never there. I swore I had been following your voice but when I opened my eyes there was nothing to show for it.
Now it's meaningless conversation. I'd rather it be nothing. Maybe if we had just met and I knew not of the kind of greatness you were capable of, I wouldn't be so disgusted by the transparency behind your actions.
Alas, I know it all too well
lovefool
pain pain time pain paintimepain
(till then, expect nothing)